EricaMarie15

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Singing Adele by EricaMarie15, literature

Just Maybe by EricaMarie15, literature

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Just Maybe

Just Maybe I know this is hard, For both me and you. I'm going to miss your laugh, smile, and eyes, I'll miss all the things we used to do. But is putting an end to it really best? Maybe we just need a break, maybe it's some sort of test. I know that this was my own decision, But I'm already such a mess, Like I'd been in a head-on collision. Maybe things won't always be this way, Maybe things can change. It's hard to live without you everyday, And impossible to rearrange. I know we've had some bad times, All of which were caused by me. I thought our "break" was some sort of sign, And I destroyed what still could be. But the

Fading by EricaMarie15, literature

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Fading

I know I've made my share of mistakes, I love you so much, I'll stay away for a while if this is what it takes. You're the one person I need in my life, When you said it we should take a break, It was like I'd been stabbed with a knife. I'm not trying to blame you, I'm not trying to assume, For without you, my world is grey and filled with gloom. I know this poem is not that great, And for that I apologize, But when we were together, it all felt like fate, A feeling I would never want to minimize. If I could take all my mistakes back, I would do it in a heartbeat. There's quite a piled up stack, But I hope and pray it's someth

Weakness, Insecurity, and Shame by EricaMarie15, literature

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Weakness, Insecurity, and Shame

I sit here waiting day by day, My importance to you has begun fade away. I mean virtually nothing to you anymore, I can't even count the emotional sores. You left my heart completely numb, You saw me as immature, careless, and incredibly dumb. But I am not a single one of those things you've put to my name, I hope you realize, being with you brought upon me nothing but shame. When you once said "you deserve better than me", you sure got that right, I deserve someone who is willing to put up a fight. You are rediculous, You are weak, The tabs you kept on me were horribly maticulous, You didn't trust me, don't kid yourself. Alway

Fake by EricaMarie15, literature

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Fake

Fake I hate you, yet I don't know you, But I do hear the way you talk, and the things you do. How do you put up with yourself each day? I see you walk down the halls, in your own slutty way. There's no reason for you to think you're "all that", All you do is complain about your fat. Your face is covered with foundation, And there's so many of you, you could form your own nation. You act dumber than a sack of potatoes, And it's all for attention. I hope you get swallowed up by a tornado. Oh, and I almost forgot to mention, Someday, people will realize that you're not worth keeping around, You'll be treated like the dog you are,

Ignorance by EricaMarie15, literature

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Ignorance

Igorance You're so caught up in your busy lifestyle, I remember the last time you stopped by, You couldn't even stay a while. It's almost as if you'd rather I leave you alone, You don't talk to me in person, or even on the phone. It's kind of funny when you try to act tough, I'm sorry Dad, but yelling at me just isn't enough. You taunt and threaten to kick me out, For, I'd rather be on the street, All you do is insult and shout. I try hard to be sucessful, but you're still a deadbeat. You don't encourage me like a father should, You never attend my sporting events, like I wish you would. So this is it, I've had it, I'm done, I'

What I Can't Have by EricaMarie15, literature

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What I Can't Have

It's amazing how fast these feelings grew, If only I had known it was all a mask, A replacement of some sort, hiding the real you. But I was so caught up in completing my task, It felt like something I had to do. Even though things lasted but a week, It was like I had known you thoughout my entire existence, My feelings haven't even reached their peak. I put so much effort into this, with great persistance. I so badly want you in my life, The way you ended it was like a sharp blade on a knife. This may seem like I'm overreacting, But this is me hiding my feelings, I'm making them smaller, compacting. So I hope you know just how

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Singing Adele by EricaMarie15, literature

Just Maybe by EricaMarie15, literature

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Fading by EricaMarie15, literature

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Fading

Weakness, Insecurity, and Shame by EricaMarie15, literature

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Weakness, Insecurity, and Shame

Fake by EricaMarie15, literature

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Fake

Ignorance by EricaMarie15, literature

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Ignorance

What I Can't Have by EricaMarie15, literature

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What I Can't Have

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Listen to Me, Dammit! by LevonAnthony, literature

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Listen to Me, Dammit!

LISTEN TO ME, DAMMIT! Just give me time. Please. I can handle this. I just need a moment to think. I know there are things wrong right now And I may seem erratic with my actions. But dammit, I'm beautiful. And you have failed to make me see that. You have failed to make me see That I am worth so much more Than you have ever seen me as. When you ask me what you've done wrong, I will not be able to lie. Looking back now, I realize... It was everything. Every step, breath and caress Was completely wrong. And I will not be able to lie to you And say it's not you, It's me. Because when you come right down to it, You are the o

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Mar 15
United States
Deviant for 12 years
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I'm 19 years old, I go to GRCC and just finished my first year of college. I want to be an english major. I work at McDonalds (laugh if you want, everybody does haha). I've been through a lot in my life and writing is my own escape from it all. I love music, especially songs I can relate to. I can be kind of antisocial until you get to know me, then it all changes. There aren't a whole lot of people I trust anymore, but I'd rather have a few good friends than a bunch of aquaintances. Well, thats about it :)

Favourite TV Shows

The Big Bang Theory, Bones, Smallville, That 70's Show, Still Standing, 8 Simple Rules, Grounded for Life, Family Guy.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

A Day to Remember, Taproot, Staind, Avenged Sevenfold Escape the Fate, Attack Attack, Thousand Foot Krutch, The Dreaming, Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, Rihanna, Chevelle, Modest Mouse, Bullet For My Valentine, Alter Bridge, Slipknot

Favourite Books

The Fault in Our Stars, The Hunger Games Series, The Secret Year, Pretend You Love Me

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EricaMarie15

Jul 12, 2012

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you should all check out my newest submission to deviant art :)

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EricaMarie15

Jun 26, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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The saying "YOLO" is all wrong. saying You Only Live Once is just a lie, it should be "YODO" You Only Die Once. we live every day of our lives, but we only die once, so when i die i want to make sure every day that i've lived was worth while.

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EricaMarie15

Jun 10, 2012

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i may not have much with you, but i'm glad i at least know where i stand. Am i wasting my time? is this completely pointless? should i give up? man, i feel bad for all those people who get their hopes up. I used to be one of them, but then reality got a little too real. the world we live in is harsh as hell and if you manage to get out alive, you're someone a lot of people look up to. And by "getting out alive" i mean living a life filled with people who wont use you, people who won't step all over you when you're weak, people who wont ditch you when your hopes are up higher than the sky, people who stick by your side when your mind is in the